"Would you care to state your business?" The young
man mounted on an Appaloosa addressed him with strained politeness as he
sighted down the barrel of his rifle. Jet squinted back up at him and
said nothing.
"Speak up or be arrested," the man continued.
"Your choice."
"Are you closing your right eye?" Jet said
sternly.
"Excuse me?"
"You are," Jet continued. "You're closing your
right eye. After all this time, you're still doing that! Have you ever
actually hit anything with that rifle? Am I going to have to come over
there and whup your ass?"
The dark eyes narrowed, then widened. Almost
imperceptibly, the rifle's muzzle dipped away from its mark.
"Jet
?" He paused and stared. "Jet Black?"
Seven heads swiveled to stare at the leader.
Jet slowly lowered his hands. "Did you miss
me?"
The man was already sliding off his horse and
sprinting across the space dividing them. For a moment, he stood before
Jet, leaning back at the hips, arms thrown wide. "Son of a bitch!" he
laughed. "Don't tell me I haven't changed since you last saw me. How the
hell did you recognize me? " His eyes roved up to Jet's scalp. "How the
hell was I supposed to recognize you without your hair?"
He laughed again, and lunged forward, throwing his
arms around Jet, nearly knocking him down. Jet grunted and stiffened.
"Hey, go easy on an old man!"
The younger man released him, and slapped his palms
against Jet's arms. As his fingers tightened on Jet's unyielding
shoulder, he glanced down at the cybernetic hand extending from the
sleeve. He stepped back, staring, and his smile faded. "What the hell
happened to your arm!"
The other seven lowered their guns and exchanged
glances, but did not dismount.
"Zack," said one. "Would you mind giving us a clue
here?"
Zack turned his body back towards his companions,
but his eyes dragged away from Jet's metal hand more slowly. "This," he
said, "is the grandson of our patron, Cyril Black. This is the man who
taught me to shoot. Whenever I didn't do it exactly his way, he
always said he was going to come over and whup my ass."
None of the men seemed impressed. "Well, shit,"
said one, angular and tall in his saddle. "You might have told someone
you were coming. Would have saved me a hell of a ride. I came all the
way from the next ridge. My mare nearly gave out on me."
Zack ignored his companion's irritation and beamed
back at Jet. "What are you doing here? I thought you said you were never
coming back."
Jet shrugged. "Slight change of plans." He
scanned across the semi-circle of faces. "So are you going to introduce
me to your posse?"
"Oh, right! Sorry!" Zack, shuffled backwards, and
pointed to each one in turn. "My cousins, Little River and Snow Fox. You
might remember my little brothers, Bill and Reynard, even if they don't
remember you." The twins smiled self-consciously, and lifted their hands
in greeting. "The big, ugly one is Kai." The darkly handsome man on his
grey gelding spat a stream of tobacco and gave a lopsided grin.
"That's Black Horse," the tall, angular boy who had
complained about the wild ride gave Jet a nod. "And Steve." The last of
them, barrel-chested and with a pock-marked face, saluted Jet with two
fingers against his temple. "Also my cousins. We're all on guard duty
'til dusk."
"All eight of you came to handle one little
poacher?"
"Don't flatter yourself," Black Horse smoothly
flipped his rifle into its holster. "It's been boring as hell out here,
and we were hoping for a little action. Only an idiot would poach around
here. And they're in short supply 'cause we've hauled 'em all in."
"Dad says while there's still fruit on the trees,
we have to guard it," said Zack. "No sense in letting anyone think we've
gone soft." He motioned with his head towards Kai. "Kai was up there in
the trees when he saw you go into the house, and he called the rest of
us. We couldn't figure who'd be stupid enough to go poking around here
for trouble."
"I'm stupid enough to be poking around for Laughing
Bull," Jet said. "But Andrew tells me he's off somewhere in the hills,
meditating and," Jet lifted a hand and waggled his fingers, "doing his
spells and stuff. Any chance you know where I can find him?"
"Good luck," said Snow Fox. "When Grampa
doesnt want company, he doesn't get found. We haven't seen him for
a week."
Jet rested his fists on his hips. "Well, shit," he
muttered. "I can't really afford to wait around. But I just blew 35,000
getting here." Hearing himself, he smiled slightly. It was going to be a
hard habit to break, counting every Woolong he spent.
"He might show up pretty soon," said Zack. "Grampa
usually comes out of hiding a couple of weeks before Dark Day. This year
we have clan coming from all over for solstice celebrations. Hope you
don't mind we cleaned up your place in case we needed extra beds. We
didn't expect you to show up."
"I won't get in your way," Jet assured him. "I've
got my bunk on the Bebop. As soon as I get a chance to talk with Bull,
I'm out of here. Andrew seemed to think the Old Man knew I was coming, so
I'm kind of surprised he's hiding."
"He'll find you," said Steve, his face serious.
"If he wants to."
Jet fidgeted for a moment. He hadn't planned on
socializing, but it seemed right to be the gracious host. "So
you
guys want some coffee? I can brew you some of your own."
"We'll take a rain check, Jet," said Zack. "Still
on duty for another few hours."
"I'll be gone before then."
"If you're on foot, you'll be wanting to head out
pretty soon to make the main road before the front comes through.
Supposed to snow tonight. I can bring you a horse, if you want."
"Nah. Last time I rode a horse was probably the
last time I saw you," Jet said. "An hour in the saddle, and I probably
wouldn't be able to walk for a week. Thanks, just the same."
"Suit yourself," said Zack, mounting. "We'll
probably see you in town tonight, eh?"
"Maybe so."
"Have you been by there yet? You'll probably think
it's changed a lot. But what's really amazing is how much it hasn't!
There hasn't been a bad rock fall around here for more than ten years."
"Saw the town from the air. It's changed, all
right. A lot of things have." He glanced back at the doorway. "Some
not."
"Grampa makes sure the place is looked after," said
Zack. "He says we owe that to your granddad."
Jet smiled slightly, but said nothing as Zack
mounted up and wheeled his horse around. With mixed emotions, he watched
them leave. When Zack, bringing up the rear, turned to send a final
salute, Jet suddenly saw him as the six-year old boy he had tutored in
gunmanship on so many sunny, dusty afternoons. When the last of them
vanished into the brush, he had never felt so old or alone.
Despite the handicap of his healing leg, Jet hiked
until the sun cast orange. The rocky outcroppings he had known so well as
a boy were thick with trees and shrubs now. Back then, he hadn't really
paid attention to the many pine and hardwood seedlings sprouting in the
meadows below, and from any slight crag in the cliffs. He had assumed
that they, like all before them, would die before they could reach any
appreciable size. Breathing the resiny scent, he was glad he'd been
wrong.
The Canadian sunset was different, too. He'd seen
plenty of Terran sunsets in the past sixteen years, from the desert at
Doohan's hangar to the ruins of what had been Singapore, where they'd left
Ed for the last time. Before now, he hadn't been able to compare those to
the sunsets of his childhood, when the light had always sunk into a haze
of red and orange over the scorched hills. The colors weren't as dramatic
now. The sky was wan, the sun whitish as it traveled towards the
horizon. He wondered if it was the northerly storm over his shoulder that
made the horizon seem so pale.
No. As Andrew had said, the dust was settling.
Earth was changing again.
The weariness in his bones as he trudged the
darkening main road was the good kind. Muscles kept hard in the Bebop's
weight room weren't accustomed to rock climbing, and he knew his wounded
leg would be sore in the morning. He didn't mind. The wind ruffled his
fur cap. A snowflake wet the side of his nose. He looked up with mild
dismay at the approaching storm. Even under his heavy coat, these
threadbare clothes--the warmest he owned--weren't going to keep him
comfortable if it started to snow in earnest. He picked up his pace. The
settlement shouldn't be far now. Might be able to take shelter there and
warm up before the long, cold walk to the Hammerhead.
Turning a bend, he saw a light flicker at the side
of the road. As he drew closer, it flared, arced upwards, and swung
gently over the street. A dark shape was moving in the lamp's glow, and
as he approached, a man's voice called out casually.
"Evening, Sir!"
The man who had just hung the kerosene lamp was
dressed in a stovepipe hat, a bright woolen muffler, and heavy black felt
coat with tails. He smiled, and tipped the brim of his hat as Jet came
near, then turned to close the amber glass door of the lantern he had just
lit.
"Evening," Jet returned with a nod. "How far to
town?"
"About half a kilometer," answered the man. He
leaned on the hooked rod he had used to take down the lamp and smiled.
"You've come at a pretty miserable time of year for a tourist."
"Used to live around these parts," said Jet,
casting a cool eye on the man's clothing. "Before it turned into a
tourist trap."
The man laughed and plucked at his woolen lapel
with his thumb. "Hey, I'm a starving college student. Someone's got to
light the lamps, and I might as well add some atmosphere. The tourists
love to have their pictures taken with a real, live lamplighter, and the
tips can be pretty good."
"I see." Jet said. "So anything going on in town
tonight? Any live music?"
"Try Duffy's. This place is dead as hell on a
Tuesday night, but they usually have something going on. Maybe a local
band. The pros dont usually play 'til the weekend."
"Better than nothing," said Jet, and turned up the
street with a wave. "Thanks."
As he rounded another bend in the road, a curving
arc of the old-fashioned gas lamps lit his way. The wind was at his back,
blowing from the hills, but the forest served as a brake, and he caught a
whiff of barbecue. He reached into his hip pocket and flexed his wallet.
The cash card resisted firmly, and he smiled.
The snow began to flurry. He pulled his collar up
and tugged his earflaps down to no avail as a blast of wind raced up his
back and around his neck. By the time the town's glow finally greeted him
in the distance, his teeth were chattering. When at last the trees parted
to reveal the familiar old main street, festooned with Christmas lights,
he hardly realized that he had stopped just to stare.
With one deep breath, he felt the scents of snow
and smoke and pine rush through him and again wash away the years. He
looked down and took small delight in watching the snow gather and scatter
across the tops of his shoes, looked up and saw the same on the rooftops.
The shops were all open, and far more places than he remembered had large,
plate-glass windows in front, filled with wares. The folks really must
not be worried about rock showers, to be this bold. But from what he'd
seen in the hills, they might be right. The place seemed undisturbed
enough for life to return and thrive in a way he had not seen in his
lifetime.
Most of the shops and restaurants were new to him,
but he held a vague hope that one old familiar spot might still be there.
He scanned up the street through the haze of falling snow, not exactly
sure of his bearings, but figuring he'd know the sign if it was still up.
He walked carefully among the passersby, who seemed to be taking more
trouble than he to seek shelter from the snow.
He came to a corner, turned his head, and there it
was. The door was marked by nothing more than an old plank suspended by
chains, its font and logo painted to resemble the sign of an old English
pub. The sign had been artistically weathered when they'd hung it up
thirty years ago, opening the first aboveground pub in New Toronto, and it
looked the same now. The words arching around the image of a white deer
were still clear: White Stag Tavern. Est. 2040.
An old barker was stationed at the door, beckoning
in a thick, somewhat suspect Scottish brogue to passersby. He spotted
Jet. With a mittened hand, he batted at the muffler covering his chin and
pulled it lower. "Come on in, Lad," he waved a hand towards the door.
"Live music tonight! Happy hour starts in forty five minutes!"
"What's playing?"
"Black Valley, a local band. Traditional tunes
from the old country."
Jet grunted and gazed down the street. "Anyplace
around here got some jazz or blues?"
The man fumbled off one of his mittens, reached
into his parka pocket and pulled out a crumpled piece of paper. When he
spoke again, the brogue was mysteriously gone. "Hold on
" he
squinted and scanned the sheet. "Let's see. Rock n' Roll at Your
Father's Moustache. Turkish music and a belly dancer at Maroosh. Got
some Country Western at Duffy's
"
"God, no," mumbled Jet.
"
Baroque trio at Lacey's." The barker didn't
lift his face from the list, but his eyes roved up under bushy brows to
surreptitiously appraise Jet's attire. "Though you might not be outfitted
for Lacey's tonight, Sir."
"I'm never outfitted for Lacey's," said Jet. He
crossed his arms, tucked his chin as the wind picked up again, and scanned
down the street distractedly. The barker was still reading from the list
when Jet noticed a storefront window display of winter gear across the
street.
"Thanks," said Jet, already starting to wander
across the street. "I'll think about it."
"Do come on back when you're ready, Sir," said the
barker, regaining his brogue. "We've got the finest selection of single
malts in town, we do."
Jet stopped short, and slowly turned to face the
man. "Included in happy hour?"
The man gave a mischievous wink. "Afraid only if
'twere your birthday, Sir!"
"Yeah?"
"A well-kept secret here, Sir."
A grin spread slowly over Jet's face. "I'll be
back."
Half an hour later, Jet emerged from the shop,
stretched out his arms, and challenged the wind to bite through his new
plaid woolen shirt, denim jeans, and long underwear. In one gloved hand,
he held a bag with his old clothes. He smiled slowly at the waste can
chained to the store's timber support beams, and with a flourish,
slam-dunked the bag. He tugged up his collar and nestled into it.
"Whoever said money can't buy happiness never wore silk longjohns," he
muttered.
He wandered along the street for a while, waiting
until it was closer to happy hour. When he finally stepped back under
the eaves of the White Stag and brushed the dusting of snow from his
shoulders, the barker greeted him and sent him through the door with a
clap on the back. The floor grate was already crusted with snow, and Jet
stomped more onto it from the tread of his own new leather boots.
Fire-warmed air enveloped him and prickled at his chilled cheeks--a
sensation he had long forgotten.
"What can I bring you, Sir?" One of the college
kids waiting tables was upon him before he was done hanging up his coat
and hat.
"Shot of your best single malt, straight up, and a
bowl of chili." He scanned the nearly empty room, spied a candle-lit
table in the dark corner beside the band's soundboard and pointed. "I'll
be over there."
"Sir, I
"
Jet turned to the kid and fixed his gaze. "On
second thought, make it a double. And wait 'til happy hour starts before
you pour. I intend to line 'em up tonight." The kid was following him to
the table, hovering close as Jet slid wearily into the booth. He looked
up and once again met the waiter's eyes. "Are you still here? Okay, on
third thought
bring me the bottle."
The kid screwed up his brow with the look of a
server who knew he was about to blow his gratuity. "Ah
I'm sorry,
Sir. But single malts aren't on the happy hour menu."
"Fellow outside said that you'd make an exception
for a birthday." Jet had already drawn his I.D. from his wallet and
flipped it out at the server, covering his name, but not his photo or
birth date.
The kid grinned. "You must have impressed him,
Sir. He doesnt tell most out-of-towners that rule. And it's still
only half price. Would you like to see a price list first?"
Jet pulled out his wallet, activated his cash card
with a fingertip, tapped in an amount, and handed it to the waiter. "Just
bring me the best you have. Keep twenty percent for yourself."
The waiter took the card, glanced at it, and did a
double take. "Sir?"
Jet stretched and folded his arms behind his head.
"I don't need it aged any more than it already is."
"Yes, Sir!" said the waiter, his grin spreading.
"Coming right up!"
A few moments later, a steaming bowl of chili, a
basket of hot biscuits, a bottle of pre-gate 1975 Balvenie and an
elegantly cut shotglass glowed in the candlelight at his elbow. Jet
glanced up as the waiter left, only then noticing that every server in the
place was lined up behind the bar and staring, fish-eyed. He flushed
momentarily, glad he had taken the precaution of setting the cash card to
conceal his identity.
While he waited for the chili to cool, he idly
watched the band setting up. They had an impressive variety of
instruments, and when the fiddler played a quick riff as he tuned, Jet
thought the music might actually be bearable.
Close at his right, someone was moving in the dim,
gold light of the soundboard.
"Jack," she called towards the stage. "Try number
five."
The fiddler turned and sawed a measure into the
mike, then leaned into it. "Check."
From the corner of his eye, Jet noticed that the
woman at the soundboard had turned towards him. "Sound okay to you?"
"Sounds good to me," he said, giving full attention
to the whiskey he was pouring.
"Whoa." It was the woman's voice again. "Is that
the bottle they've had up over the bar for the past four years?"
"I have no idea."
"Well, it must be, because that's the only one in
the place."
"Then I guess it is." Jet glanced at her
impassively, and she smiled.
For a long moment, Jet returned her gaze without
smiling. There was something odd and familiar about that smile. He
couldn't quite place it. Just a direct, guileless warmth that sent a
strange sensation to the base of his throat.
As she turned back to the board, a curtain of long,
brown hair dropped down to cover the side of her face, and the moment was
over. Jet silently shook himself, wondering at the strange feelings that
seemed to be assailing him from every corner and every person since he'd
arrived. He lifted the glass to his lips, closed his eyes and inhaled the
heavenly scent.
"Happy Birthday, Running Rock." The voice came
from so close beside him that he started and nearly spilled his drink.
"Easy, Jet," the voice said. "That's expensive
stuff to be snorting out your nose."
Jet stared straight ahead at the stage as he
knocked the butt of the shot glass down on the table. Without facing the
source of the voice, he slowly shook his head and growled. "Then how
about buying me a replacement shot, Tom?"
He swiveled around as Tom RedCrow emerged from the
corner, into the candlelight. "Afraid you got the only bottle. Looks as
if you've got enough to share, though."
"You're lucky I'm feeling generous this
evening."
Jet caught the waiter's eye, pointed to his shot
glass and bowl, and raised two fingers. He watched in satisfaction as the
kid scurried off at his command.
Jet raised a hand and slapped it into RedCrow's
palm. "What brings you to this little hole? Looking for me?"
"You know, Zack mentioned that you seemed to think
everyone was looking for you," he said. "What makes you think you're so
important? I'm just here to see the band." He glanced over Jet's head at
the woman at the sound board. "Hey, Tula!"
"Hey, Tom!" she said, glancing up and sending that
smile again. "Did you bring your drum?"
"Not after last time."
"Oh, good."
"Brat."
She sidled out of the sound box and walked towards
the stage with a wave. "Showtime!"
Jet looked up at Tom as he settled into the booth.
Except for a couple of gray hairs at the temples, his face seemed
unchanged. It was as unlined, flawless and ridiculously handsome as back
in their college days, when Tom had been the object of desire of every
girl in town. "I don't remember you being a fan of folk music."
"I like folk okay," said Tom. "But mainly I'm here
in support of my colleagues." He leaned back against the seat and
stretched. "Everyone in the band is from the U, and two of the guys are
from Computer Science."
"So salaries at the U. are about what I remember,
eh?"
Tom gave a sharp laugh. "Right. If it wasn't for
the orchards, I might be up there singing myself."
"Then I guess everyone in this bar should be
thankful for the orchards."
"You're hilarious. You and Tula ought to start a
stand-up routine. I'll bring the eggs."
The place was starting to fill up, now that happy
hour had started. The waiter deposited another shotglass and bowl of
chili in front of Tom.
"Hey, now it's a party," said Tom. "Do we get
cake?"
The door swung open, blowing a slight chill towards
them. Instinctively, Jet glanced towards the doorway. He stiffened as
the door shut behind four men in ISSP-issue parkas and two others wearing
New Toronto Police Department uniforms. He watched intently as they
stamped the grate and sauntered silently towards a table at the front of
the room, beside the stage.
Tom was idly watching them, too. "Looks like some
of your old buddies are
hey, you okay, Jet?"
"Fine," he said, his voice taut. But as he watched
them place their orders, he relaxed. None of them was looking around, and
none had the watchful aspect of a detective. Probably just ISSP grunts
and NTPD street cops coming off duty. "They're not looking for
anything." He announced under his breath.
"Not unless you count the girls in the band," Tom
smirked. Tula had brought the other woman performer to the edge of the
stage, where they both sat down, cross-legged, and talked to the cops at
the table. "That short, curvy one with the red hair is Jen," he
continued. "She's a post-doc in the Math Department." He sipped his
whiskey and flashed his eyebrows. "Fire on the mountaintop, fire in the
valley, I'll bet. Wonder what it would take to find out."
Jet shot him a sidelong glance and tipped back his
shotglass. "So how's Marilyn?"
Tom laughed. "Aw, come on, Jet. You don't have to
bust my chops for just window shopping. You can't tell me those girls
aren't easy on the eyes."
"You've never seen a girl you didn't think was easy
on the eyes."
"Grouch," said Tom. "Cheer up. At the break, I'll
introduce you."
"Dont do me any favors," said Jet, breaking
half a biscuit into his chili. "Women are all nuts."
Tom stared at him with mild amusement. "Still
playing the monk, eh? What happened to that girl you met on Ganymede?
The one who ran that restaurant. I figured you'd have half a dozen kids
by now."
Jet shoved a spoonful of chili into his mouth and
spoke around it. "Can we talk about something else?"
"Hmm. Okay. You pick."
"How about your father?" said Jet. "He hijacks me
here, tells your boy that he's waiting for me, and then Zack says he's out
hiding in the hills somewhere with no E.T.A."
Tom's face grew serious. "He's waiting for you,
Running Rock."
Jet stopped a spoonful of chili in mid-air. "Ah.
And when were you going to tell me this?"
"When you asked," said Tom.
"Are you trying to sound like him, or is it
just hereditary?"
Tom lifted his shotglass and stared through it at
the candle's flame. "He wants me to bring you to the sweat lodge.
Late."
"The sweat lodge!" Jet rolled his eyes. "Oh,
cripes. Is he going to get all mystical on me? I just want to talk to
him."
"About what?"
Reflexively, Jet started to answer his childhood
friend, "About a
" he trailed off, and looked at Tom with mild
annoyance. "What makes you think it's any of your business?"
"It's not." Tom shrugged. "But don't worry. I
don't shoot fish in a barrel."
Jet turned a blank gaze to the stage. He raised
his shotglass, rested his elbow on the table, and gently swirled the
whiskey. "About
a dream I had."
The playfully snide retort he'd expected didn't
come. When he looked back at Tom, his friend's face was still solemn.
"Well. That's different." Tom sipped his drink. "I guess maybe we're
both starting to come to our senses about stuff like that, eh? It used to
make me nuts that Andrew was following my dad's path. But some pretty
weird shit's been happening lately."
They both fell silent for a while as more people
arrived and filled the tables. Before they spoke again, the band struck
up a loud, galloping rhythm, jarring their attention back to the
now-crowded pub. Tom seemed relieved for the break in tension, and gave a
whoop of encouragement. The guitarist, his shoulder-length silver hair
tied back in a ponytail, glanced out towards the sound through
square-rimmed glasses, grinned and nodded at Tom.
"That's Phil George," Tom leaned over and spoke
loudly, to be heard over the music. "He's Comp Sci, and so's the pale guy
in black. Gordon Budger. Good guys. Can you believe a couple of nerds
could play like that?"
The corner of Jet's mouth had drawn back in a
smile. The band was tight. And the tune was one his grandfather and
friends had often played, a rousing slip-jig. He relaxed and allowed
himself to be drawn into the festive mood, feeling almost as if he'd never
left New Toronto.
The music went on for an hour without a break, and
by the time the band took a short leave, both Jet and Tom were feeling the
effects of the whiskey, the warmth, and the crowd's enthusiasm.
Tom thumped his palm down on the table. "Still too
shy to meet the band?" he said. "I'm going up to say hello."
"I'll wait here," said Jet. "It's always fun to
watch from a distance while you strike out."
Tom gave a dismissive snort, and started to wander
towards the stage. Tula and Jen were standing by the cops' table. One of
the men reached out, wrapped Tula's waist in his arm, and pulled her
close. She resisted mildly, then gave in, hugged his head, and rubbed it
playfully with her knuckles. Tom pulled back. "Yeesh!" he said. "I
thought Tula might have better taste in men."
Hunched over his elbows, Jet grumbled. "A gal
could do worse than an ISSP man."
Tom waved him off and left. He spent some time
visiting with his two colleagues, then moved away and beckoned to Tula and
Jen, who took a moment to extricate themselves from the cops'
attentions.
Jet watched as Tom leaned close to the women,
speaking quietly to them. His friend moved his hand in time with some
unheard music, and it looked to Jet as if he were humming. Jen was
shaking her head, but Tula had screwed up her brow and bent closer to
listen. After a moment's listening, she leaned back, nodded and said
something back to Tom. Tom glanced over his shoulder at Jet, grinned,
and--to Jet's dismay--pointed at him. Tula and Jen peered out into the
darkness, spied Jet's silhouette, then waved and blew kisses.
"Happy Birthday!" Tula wordlessly mouthed at him,
and another smile flashed from the bright, grey-green eyes.
To Jet's surprise, he felt his ears grow warm, and
a not-unpleasant sensation ripple through his belly. He twisted his wrist
and addressed the shotglass in his hand. "You're nothing but trouble. I
think I've had enough of you for tonight."
He glowered back at the stage from under his brows,
and waved once, in what he hoped was a dismissive fashion. The last thing
he wanted tonight was to have anyone draw attention to him. He noted with
vague relief that the cops seemed to be more interested in watching the
girls than in paying any mind to the object of their faux
flirting. He was glad he'd picked this dark corner.
By the time Tom wandered back to their booth, the
band was assembling again, and Jen had taken the microphone. "We have a
special request," she said. "For a special song on a special
birthday."
Jet winced and sent Tom a withering look. Tom
grinned back. "Don't worry," he said in a stage whisper. "They're not
going to sing 'Happy Birthday to You. I think you'll like this one. At
least you used to." The crowd quieted, as the low drone of an Uillean
pipe rose through the smoke.
"I don't like surpri
" Jet's voice trailed
off, and an icy pang shot through his gut as a tinwhistle joined in,
wailing a familiar, mournful melody over the pipes' drone. His throat
constricted almost painfully as he recognized the bars of the old ballad
he'd always asked his grandfather to play, though he'd never known the
words or name of the song.
"It's a very old Scottish tune," continued Tula,
her voice low. "A little bit sad for a birthday, if you ask me."
"But we never refuse special requests!" finished
Jen, and stepped back from the mike took up her small, Celtic harp, and
joined the tinwhistle's melody.
"It's called The Selkie," said Tula, and as the
music swelled, she closed her eyes and sang.
Jet swallowed hard and frowned, refusing to
look at Tom. "You son of a bitch," he whispered.
"See?" Jet heard Tom's voice as if from a great
distance. "I knew you'd like it. Can that girl sing, or what! Like a
fucking angel!"
And out she rose from midst the waves,
And a welcome guest, I'm sure was she,
Saying "Here am I, thy healing love,
Seal up thy wounds, I can for thee.
A wave of chills rode up Jet's neck, and he
closed his eyes. But now all he could see against the dark of his eyelids
was Spike. Spike and flashes of that blonde--Julia--from what he'd seen
on the disk Bob had given him. It was her face that turned to him as his
dream replayed, her face on the selkie's body.
The dream whirled back into his mind's eye with
terrible clarity. With every sweet note, the bitter images floated before
him, and he almost felt sick. Spike was walking through the storm-roiled
water again, engulfed in the yellow hair of the woman on the rock,
disappearing in the metallic, reddish coils of the dragon.
"I am a woman on the land,
I am a selkie on the sea,
And as my hand your life hath saved,
Yet so will I my nurse's fee."
"And it shall come to pass on a summer's day,
When the sun shines bright on every stane,
I'll come and fetch my dearest love,
And teach you how to swim the faem."
Spike's voice was at his shoulder, close in his
ear. "She was the only one who made me feel truly alive
"
The pipes, tinwhistle and harp played the
haunting song, fading softly until Phil brought the tune to a finish with
a nod. As the crowd broke into quiet applause, Tula leaned into the mike,
looked into the darkness directly at Jet, and said quietly, "Happy
Birthday, Running Rock."
Jet stared, open-mouthed, unable to take his eyes
away from Tula's. He knew that Tom had told her what to play and what to
say. He knew she could not see him, and probably didn't even care that he
was there. But it all seemed too close, too wrong. The blood pounded in
his throat, blurring his vision with every heartbeat.
"Why did you pick that song?" Jet's voice was low,
and sounded harsher than he intended. "What else do you know about what's
going on? Did your father say something to you?"
Jet didnt look at his old friend's face, but
could hear mild alarm in his voice. "What are you talking about? You
used to love that song when you were a kid. Don't you remember when
we
"
"I remember!" he snapped quietly. "Is that why you
told them to play it? That's the only reason?"
"Jesus, Jet," Tom sounded wounded. "What other
reason would I have? I sure didn't think it would upset you."
Jet was silent for a moment, weighing whether to
say more. "So it had nothing to do with my dream."
He felt as if Tom's eyes were burning a hole into
the side of his head. His friend, too, was silent for a long time.
"Okay, you definitely need to see Laughing Bull," he said at
last.
"Now don't I wish I'd said that!" Jet turned his
head sharply and met Tom's somber gaze.
"Shit, Jet," he said. "I guess this is bigger than
I thought."
Jet lowered his head with an exaggerated, negative
nod. "God, I hope not."
The applause was dying down, and Jet gave a few
perfunctory claps before the band launched into a raucous drinking song.
He looked around, and everyone in the tavern seemed to be singing along,
instantly borne away from the plaintive selkie's song. He seemed to be
the only one still in its grip. And try as he might, he was unable to let
the other songs loosen its hold.
A good half-foot of snow had fallen since Jet had
entered the White Stag. It was still falling when he and Tom finally
stepped out as the place was closing. Along the edges of the rooftops,
the Christmas lights had melted depressions into the snow, reflecting
their mingled, soft haloes.
Jet wandered out into the street, and lifted his
face, eagerly breathing the cold air. With relief, he felt it clear his
head.
"First real snowfall of the season," said Tom. "I
always forget how pretty it is."
"It's always pretty before you have to start
shoveling it."
Jet glanced over his shoulder to see the band
members filing out of the pub. Two of the cops, one ISSP and one NTPD,
laden down with music stands and instrument cases, shouldered the heavy
door open, and let Tula and Jen lead them outside. Jet turned back to the
rooftops, listening idly to their chatter.
"Aw, come on, Jen!" It was the New Toronto cop,
pleading. "The night's young. Duffy's is open for another two hours."
"No way. Not on a school night." Jen's voice was
firm. "I have to teach a calculus workshop at eight."
"Tibor, she already told you that," said Tula.
"You've been on duty since early this morning, anyway. It's late!"
"You're without mercy," said Tibor. "First you
introduce us, and now you're already trying to break us up."
The other male voice cajoled. "Well, how about
you, Tula? You don't look so tired."
"And I want to keep it that way," she said. "I
have to be out in the field doing transects along Old Mill Road at the
crack of dawn. I shouldn't even be awake right now."
Jet smiled at the familiar game. He could see them
playing it in his mind, even though he was facing away.
"Night, Jen!" Tom, at Jet's shoulder, turned and
waved. "Night Tula. Thanks for the song. I owe you one."
"Okay, you're buying the beer next time," said
Tula.
"You're on!"
"Happy Birthday, Tom's friend!"
Jet glanced over his shoulder, only one eye visible
between his collar and hat. "Thanks."
The voices and boots squeaking in the snow faded
into the distance, muffled by the snowfall, and Jet and Tom were alone.
Jet stood silently, watching the steam of his
breath rise against the falling snowflakes.
"So," said Tom tentatively. "You ready?"
Jet sighed. "Ready as I'll ever be. But I need my
zipcraft. Give me a lift to where I left it, and I'll follow you to the
lodge."
"Yeah, better to get it now than when you're done,"
said Tom. "It could be a long night."
-- copyright 12/02 by TianNing

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